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ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

this entry special for those who are patient and loyal to me..thanks to all who have been behind me and always give supports and words of passion..tidak kira sama ada tindakan saya betul mahupun kadang2 tersilap langkah namun sentiasa memberi kata2 perangsang (termasuk caci maki) dan bantu untuk saya memperbaiki kelemahan diri sehingga saya kini mampu menjadi saya seperti hari ini.. may continue to be on my side so that i can be more strong and courageous in whatever challengers come.. 

DEAR MAMA, PAPA, LIL SISTERS, FMLY MMBERS, BFF, BF, EX BF, OLD FRIENDS, NEW FRIENDS, SECRET ADMIRE AND HATERS....,

i'm able to accept every criticism of bad side in myself.. IN SHAA ALLAH... so dont be afraid to criticize me..

and also dont forget to praise me as encouragement to help me continue my istiqamah..

ARIGATO KHUZAIMAS !

warkah rindu

andai benar rindu,

cukuplah perasaan itu dikirimkan melalui doa.

biar rasa yang berlagu dihati itu,

kita cuma coretkan dalam warkah sepi

yang isinya cuma tuhan yang tahu.

jangan kerana kita,

dia gugur dalam perjuangannya mencari redha ALLAH.

jangan kerana kita,

dia terus leka dalam kealpaan

wanita

LEMBUT wanita kerana SENYUMANNYA

CEKAL wanita kerana BERANINYA

PATUH wanita kerana KESETIAANNYA

KASIH wanita kerana BELAIANNYA

LEMAH wanita kerana AIR MATANYA

IKHLAS wanita kerana SIMPATINYA

PENDAM wanita kerana CEMBURUNYA

SAYANG wanita kerana SIFAT KEIBUANNYA

kuat di luar bukan bermakna kuat di dalam nya

aku hanya gadis berhati kapas..

boleh ke doa macam ni?

ya Allah,

kalau dia memang jodohku, 

jodohkan lah..

tapi kalau bukan jodohku,

jodohkan lah jugak...

jika dia tidak berjodoh denganku, 

maka jadikan kami jodoh...

kalau dia bukan jodohku, 

jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain selain aku...

kalau dia tidak bisa dijodohkan denganku, 

jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh dengan lain...

biarkan dia tidak berjodoh sama seperti diriku...

dan saat dia telah tidak memiliki jodoh,

jodohkanlah kami kembali...

kalau dia berjodoh dengan orang lain,

putuskanlah!

jodohkanlah dengan ku....

jika dia tetap menjadi jodoh orang lain,

biar orang itu ketemu jodoh dengan yang lain dulu

dan kemudian jodohkan kembali dia dengan ku

( nak sangat niii..!)

amin..

teacher

aktiviti cuti semester

jangan xtau pulak aku da keje...

cikgu tadika..

nasib korang la dapt teacher macam aku ni....

Aku Ingin MencintaiMu

hilangkan penat n stress
terima lah persembahan dari ku.....
(rugi nya korang xdapat dengar aku nyanyi... dapat cair kan tait telinga..  sedap sangat!)

tuhan betapa aku malu

atas semua yang Kau beri

padahal diri ku terlalu sering membuatMU kecewa

entah mungkin kerana ku terlena 

sementara Engkau beri aku kesempatan

berulang kali agar aku kembali

dalam fitrah ku sebagai manusia

untuk menhambakan kepada Mu

betapa tak ada apa-apanya

aku di hadapan MU

aku ingin mencintaiMu

setulusnya sebenar-benar aku cinta

dalam doa, dalam ucapan

dalam setiap langkah ku

aku ingin mendekati MU selamanya

sehina apapun diriku

ku berharap

untuk bertemu dengan Mu Ya Rabbi....

sumber: youtube

iloveyou?

I like him for no reason..
Not because he is perfect in my eyes even though he is
Not because he is there to listen whenever I need him
Not because he is there whenever I feel alone
Why? because its really need no reason... Knowing him is without a doubt the best thing that has ever happened to me..
Being with him makes me feel like for once in my life,
I won't have to work so hard on being happy,
that it could just happen.
I need someone who can deal with me,
who will make me see things from a different point of view,
who will make me talk about the things that scare me,
who will laugh at my stupid lame jokes,
who will make me open up to him
and a guy who won't give up on me.. But i know...
I might not get to see him asoften as I'd hope,
I may not get to stay next to him at times,
I might not be the one that he always wanted,
But still, I like him..

There are moments in my life that I'll always remember,
not because they were important, but because he were there...

Maybe they are right,
Maybe I did get my hopes up too high
Maybe I was in over my head
Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that he will like me in return..
but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone
He always have an out. An exit strategy to make sure he don't get hurt.
He always walk always, as he walk away before I'm taking my step away from him..

Dear YOU,
I don't know if I like you or love you, want you or need you, all I know is I love the feeling I get since I know u... .